Wednesday, July 16, 2008

What if...

it was just a dream or it was just my imagination?

Yesterday I felt I was carrying the world upon my shoulders because like always I feel responsible for everyone and everything. And it's just no right, I need to focus on the important and let things and people work out their issues themselves. I'm trying hard (and believe me when I said hard) to not listen to my brain but my spirit, but it's not easy. I want to make things work out but everything is out of control.

I have the feeling sometimes I'm swiming against the flow and that's not helping me or anyone. Being selfish just don't work but sometimes I wish I could care less of everything. I try to stay focus, positive and calm; and believe in my dreams and intuition but today is not helping. I wish my dreams could give me the answers, like somedays do, but they haven't. I know they will so meanwhile I know I can't loose faith...

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